五年了！
It's been 5 years!
說長不長，說短不短，
Some may say this is a long period, some may disagree,
尤其我們一開始就是遠距離，
But we had been in a long distance relationship since we're together,
說實在，
Honestly,
是真的很辛苦！
It's been really tough!
你傷心的時候沒有他安慰；
When you are sad he is not there to comfort you;
你寂寞的時候沒有他陪伴；
When you are lonely he is not there to be with you;
你思念的時候卻看不到他；
When you miss him you can't see him;
你要找他的時候卻找不到…
When you wanna find him but you can't...
在一起的頭兩年，是我們最辛苦的一年：
The first two years was the toughest year for us:
他人在澳洲沙漠工作，而我在馬來西亞讀大學；
He worked in a desert in Australia, while I'm studying in Malaysia;
他早上四點上班，我早上八點上課；
He works at 4am, while my class starts at 8am;
他晚上需要早休息預備第二天工作，我晚上有活動快十一點才回宿舍；
He needs to sleep early to wake up early for his work, while I reach my hostel at 11pm after all activities;
他的房間裡沒有電話訊號，所以必須在外面吹着大風講電話；
He have no phone signal in his room, so he had to talk outside the building with strong winds beating him;
我宿舍網線不穩定，所以可以開視訊聊天是一件非常幸福的事情…
The internet service is not stable in my hostel room, so it's the happiest thing if we can talk on Skype...
吵架嘛，是平常事……
It's also normal for us to quarrel...
常常因為他太累了講電話一半睡著而生氣；
Often I got mad at him for falling asleep when we talk on the phone;
常常因為看不到對方表情而誤會對方的意思；
Often we misunderstood each other cause we can't see the expression of the other side;
常常因為安排不到見面的時間而發脾氣；
Often we got angry cause we can't arrange a time to meet;
常常因為不了解對方的性格而不小心傷害對方；
Often we accidentally hurt each other because we don't understand each other's personalities;
常常因為我缺乏安全感、對自己沒信心，擔心有人會搶走他，而無緣無故鬧脾氣…
Often I got mad just because I'm worried that other girls will take him away form me because of my lack of security and lack of confidence...
身邊很多朋友都是‘性格不合就分手症候群’。
Almost all of our friends beside us have this Break-Up-Cause-We-Are-No-Match Syndrome.
了解我們兩個人都知道，我們兩個人的性格，根本就是天淵之別。
And those who know both of us, they all know, that our personality is totally different.
你說我們沒有鬧分手嗎？
You asked: Did we ever wanna break up?
有啊～ 而且都是我。
（不好的示範哦！）
Of course we had! And I'm always the one who ask for it!
(Bad example...)
但是，我感謝上帝……
But, I thank God...
虎虎每一次都沒有放棄我。
Tora NEVER give up on me.
（而且如果他真的不要我了應該沒有人會要我吧？哈哈！）
(I don't think anyone will want me if we really break up! Haha!)
但是我想……
But...
我們的關係裡不是上帝掌權，我覺得我們應該很早就散了。
If it isn't because God is in our relationship, I believe we already broke up long time ago.
就是因為我們的堅持，還有上帝的帶領，
But because of our persistence, and with God leading us,
我們兩個都在這個關係裡面成長了！
We grow together in this relationship!
不管是自己的性格還是人際關係方面還是對對方的『忍耐度』，
No matter in our own personalities, or interpersonal relationships, or the "patience level" for each other,
我們都成長了許多。
Yeah, we grew a lot.
真的，滿心，感謝上帝！
Really, truly, all thanks to God!
接下來我們人生還能活多久，沒有人知道，只有父知道。
We don't know how long we could live; only God knows.
但願我們可以更加珍惜相愛的每一天，直到我們回到天家！
But pray that we could appreciate our love every day even more, until the day we go back to Heaven!
虎虎，謝謝你愛我！
Thank you for loving me, Tora!
我愛你！
I love you!
:)
xoxo,
小雨內裡 rainelly ♥
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