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不知不覺，已經過了一年了。
說真的，我原本不記得是今天，中午預備午餐的時候突然想起來，然後去Page查看，才真正確定就是今天！我真的是老了的說……
說起這一年，真的是滿滿的感恩。原本想要開這個Page，只是因為每一次我都會亂亂塗鴉，然後上傳到面子書，最後都沒有一個好好收藏的地方，所以就決定臉皮厚一點開一個網頁來收集我的畫。一半也是因為自己的記憶力非常有限，所以有時候會透過畫來記錄所謂的『自己的人生』。然後呢，因為自己是比較害羞的，而且也覺得其實自己的畫沒有畫的很好，（跟一些非常有天分的人還有美專學生比較，我的作品根本不能見人……）所以一開始的時候只是跟那些平時很『撒潑』我畫的幾個朋友說，也不敢公開的叫人『贊』這頁面。
這一切…… 都在『魚經紀』的出現後，改變。
魚經紀這號人物呢…… 應該可以說是我小時候第一次『出漫畫』的時候，她是我那第一個忠心的讀者，也會每次等我更新作品（講到很像很專業醬子）。去年有一次聊天的時候不小心提起我的頁面的事情的時候，就類似知道自己要做什麼，可是一個人handle不到（那個葉虎虎根本幫不上忙 *翻白眼*），所以就叫她幫忙我了。很感恩，她非常願意幫助我，給一些題材的提議、幫助、意見，讓我就這樣不幸的撐完了這一年。
啊…… 那她的出現給我了什麼樣的突破呢？
她為我設定了一個目標。
今年，也就是2016年結束之前，我的LIKE要到300個。
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但說真的啦，這個LIKE，只是一個數目。當然能夠有更多人喜歡我的作品，是我的榮幸。但是我更希望的是，我能夠自由的在我能力範圍之內，透過我的畫，給看到的人有正面的能量，或是至少覺得我（和虎虎）笨笨的幼稚故事可以給大家笑一笑，覺得有些事情沒什麼大不了。老實說，有些東西我們倆也是吵到翻天覆地，但是到後來，回頭看一看，覺得還蠻白痴的，所以就有改編一點，變成搞笑版，也讓自己記得我們曾經走過的路。（不瞞跟大家說，有時候我看回自己的畫的時候，還真的不記得有發生過這樣的事情！你們說，我的腦是不是開始頹廢了？！）
無論如何，無論是那些從一開始就陪伴著我，或是後來跟我走這路程的朋友們，都謝謝你們！雖然有時候真的有為了『出作品』而死逼自己畫，很沒有『生氣』，但是還是有些朋友非常給面子的給我鼓勵，真的真心感謝你們！
雖然不知道我會繼續畫多久、維持這頁面，但是若我還能繼續畫，我還是希望我可以不斷不斷的用畫來記錄我的人生！
大家一起加油，有夢想、有想做的事就勇敢去追吧～
xoxo,
小雨內裡 rainelly ♥
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Time flies without us realizing, and now it's been a year since 小雨內裡 rainelly started.
Honestly I really don't remember this day at first. It just came when I was preparing lunch, and confirmed it was today after checking the Page! I'm really getting old...
But about this 1 year, I can only feel grateful for everything. The reason I wanted to start this Page was because I always used to draw and upload them on FB, and then there wasn't any "proper place" for me to keep them. So that's why I decided to start a Page, collecting all my works since then. Another reason was also I often forget things, and I use my drawings to sort of like record the moment of my life. And then because I'm kinda shy, and think that my works aren't that good compared to other professional artist/ talented artist, hence in the beginning, I only let some of my friends who supported me in my drawing about this Page, and didn't even dare to publicly invite people to "LIKE" this Page.
Yet, everything changes when Fimanager appears.
Fimanager... You can say she was my first "manga" fan when I first try to make one, and she always waited for me to update my story (Sounds pro huh). It was last year that when I mentioned to her about this Page, telling her that I had some ideas, but I can't handle this Page alone (Tora Yek can't help me at all), and asked for her help. She accepted it. Since then, she helped me a lot by giving me some ideas, opinion and stuffs, making it possible for me to do it until now - A complete 1 year.
Oh yea... She gave me a challenge. That is...
To have 300 LIKEs before 2016 ends.
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But honestly, the numbers of LIKEs are just "numbers". Of course it will be a pleasure if there are a lot of people who like my drawings. But what I truly hope is that, I can give positiveness to people through my drawing, in my own "drawing standard". Or at least my childish story with Tora can let people have a laugh, and think that nothing is too serious. We actually quarreled a lot and sometimes, you know, normal couples, things get fierce. *roar* Yet when we look back, you will think that it really isn't worth the fight at all! So I changed some, and try to make it into a joke, also to let us remember the path we walked. (Sometimes when I look back at those drawings, I really don't remember those things ever happened before! My brain is really doomed...)
Well, no matter who you are: Whether you accompanied me since the beginning of this journey, or started later, I sincerely thank you all! Although sometimes I really did just draw something in order to post something, making the drawing not "lively", yet I'm also very grateful that there are some friends who "give face" to me and give me encouragement! Thank you all!
Although I dunno how long will I continue drawing, or continue this Page, but if I can still draw, I still hope that I can keep drawing to record my life while I can!
Let us do our best together in chasing our dreams or doing the things we love!~
xoxo,
小雨內裡 rainelly ♥
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